Wildin', you're the only sun that shines in this town, yeah

Smilin' (Hey), I don't wanna mess up somehow

But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it

Only got time for me on the weekends (On the weekends)

Life with you is all I ever knew

But I'll leave right now if it's best for you

In my future diary

I can see us flying free

But you got school and family

You got real shit happening (Happening)

I got shit I'm battling (I'm battling)

Gettin' pulled down like gravity (Gravity)

I just want more time with you (With you)

But it's okay, I'll lie to you (Lie to you)

'Til it goes on and on to the next thing

I'm too selfish, I can't help it

Stuck in my ways, not in my place

I can't wait 'til I'm covered in velvet

Feed me fantasies

'Cause it's one long trip down this balcony, uh

Baby, get mad at me

What's the rundown, enlighten me

Uh, uh, and lie to me

I don't like to hear it but the irony

If I had the dime for every casualty

Then I'd be dumb rich, still in agony (But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it)

Only got time for me on the weekends (On the weekends)

Life with you is all I ever knew

But I'll leave right now if it's best for you

In my future diaries

I can see us flying free

But you got school and family

You got real shit happening

So I'll take fault

Keep it all inside, I'm one big vault

Yeah, I know you got dreams I don't wanna interfere with

Tellin' me you love me but I don't wanna hear it

See, I'm not great at goodbyes

Bad in your eyes

This your lullaby

And though if after this

Oh, you get pissed

I'd still put up a fight for you

In my future diary

I can see us flying free

But you got school and family

You got real shit happening

I got shit I'm battling

Gettin' pulled down like gravity

I just want more time with you

But it's okay, I'll lie to you (I'm one mistake after another)

Don't really care, just hide, take cover (Gettin' pulled down like gravity)

Everybody sayin' that I'm fine, all I do is whine (But it's okay, I'll lie to you)