I could′ve lost my will

I could've lost ambition

In the face of all that′s happened, all the opposition

Hostile tensions, and hypocrisies that cost me friendships

All the odds that ain't been processed since yet

Don't get me wrong, I am not quite fixed yet

I′m moving on, but I am not forgetting

I′m entertaining a new proposition that involves me living

And evolving past the toxic prism of constantly seeking y'all attention

I′ma stop pretending like I can't exist outside

Your eyes, exist outside my pride

If the bridges burn down, I will survive

And I′ll thrive

But when I don't, I won′t morph into your shape

Resorting to hyperbolizing porcelain mistakes

Awakening my heart and only sourcing it for hate

That constitutes a great majority of forces in my way

One step forward, two steps back

One big leap, and I could curb this trap

I walk a fine wire in this circus act

And I'm tired of cursing those pulling the curtains back

I'm setting boundaries between right here and where the mountains peak

It took a thousand years before I heard the mountains speak

They broke down vestiges profoundly deep

I′ve since discovered nights I felt allowed

To be found sound asleep right by the sea

I′m me, just enough

The toxic jungle is just above

And only I decide when I go up

(It's my choice forever)

Me

(Forever)

Rav