Ya'll could tie me down and then cut my neck
And then ask me why im bleeding
Tellin me you got my back every time im stressed
And then change up with the seasons
Wondering why im mad, when you take it back
And then never given me no reasons
Telling me sorry, isn't gonna change that fact
When you cut me more that s**t deepens
UGH
Take a seat man im preaching
Everybody out their gives you hell
Acting like they always believed in you
When they see you doing well
They all faking it and deceiving you tryna benefit for they self
When you was down onto the ground
No one was around, tryna lend you no help no way
Okay, heres some perspective
Im on a different side of the spectrum
I would be dreaming my peers would reject em
I would take hits simply tryna protect em
They didn't know they put me in depression
Daily i felt i would give to the pressure
I would just take all out in the sessions
Every night i would bring the aggression
Mama never raised no b**h, never take no s**t
Just made those hits in silence
Telling me to give this up, homie listen up
I ain't ever gonna quit this fighting
Been a long road, but it never eroded me
Man im never gonna let that mileage
Slow me down, better hold me down right now
Im astounding them my s**t timeless but
I think im dying
They told me it gets better they were lying
These walls are closing in the pressures rising
Im screaming but nobody hears the sirens
Nobody wanna save me from the world that im in
Everybody out here looking see through
Skeletons up in my closets all i speak to
Ya'll don't realize i can be weak too
Everybody needs to know that i can bleed to
Ya'll could cut me deep and then ask how i got those scars
Hating on me when i chased these dreamss
And the make believe i had to keep my guard
It was never easy, but instead of being supportive
Ya'll wanna make s**t hard
Then i did myself, and i got that wealth
And you all come back talking bout its ours
I've starved for this, i ain't given that easy
We are not the same species
Ya'll remind of feces
On the beats i been beastly
Go to sleep and then repeat ugh
Ain't nobody had my back, so i grabbed my mac
Hit the pad i rapped till i had my racks
Now they mad i stack, while they sad i laugh
Man im glad i hacked this life
Everything go in my favor
You mad that you chose to be haters
The second i got all the aper
From all of my labor you acted like you weren't traitors
Now you al coming and wanting a favor
Thinking i'll bless you like you some kind of savior
I don't condone any of that behavior
I cut em all off and then leave em by nature
I never been weak, but the way that they speak
Got them acting like im not human
Telling me to kill myself when i feel myself
Like w**k im doing
Slaving all day tryna go and get paid
While they all been tryna make me feel stupid
Im tryna save lives
When they say to take mine
Its got me feeling like all of its useless f**k
I think im dying
They told me it gets better they were lying
These walls are closing in the pressures rising
Im screaming but nobody hears the sirens
Nobody wanna save me from the world that im in
Everybody out here looking see through
Skeletons up in my closets all i speak to
Ya'll don't realize i can be weak too
Everybody needs to know that i can bleed to
