Sometimes I feel

Like I can't feel

This isn't real

I should be hurting

I was alone

I was a song

Music and bone

God's perfect wording

And could the people understand this

I'm as bruised as a used up canvas

I'm awfully nice but I'm cold as ice

I've been through hell but I'll be alright

People here living it up I think they're blind

I think they're out of their minds

Not one of them has had this

God's not giving me up no I'm just fine

It's just a matter of time

Oh I don't feel my sadness

I know it should be there

Maybe I'm too tired to care

But I'm still fine

I'm on display

I've lost my way

Oh God I pray

Let this pass over

I lost the note

I rocked the boat

I've even choked

I lost my composure

People here living it up I think they're blind

I think they're out of their minds

Not one of them has had this

God's not giving me up no I'm just fine

It's just a matter of time

Though I can't feel my sadness

I know it should be there

Maybe I'm too tired to care

Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time

Yeah ya know I'm stronger in the long run

Oh but Father I'm afraid You picked the wrong one

People here living it up I think they're blind

I think they're out of their minds

Not one of them has had this

God's not giving me up no I'm just fine

It's just a matter of time

Though I can't feel my sadness

I know it should be there

Maybe I'm too tired to care

Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time

Oh I know I should be scared

Maybe I'm too tired to care

But I'm still fine

Oh oh

I'm still fine