It isn't always I am well

For sometimes I am ailing

And yet in steaming night I smile

To downplay this my failing

And make a noise to bury all

Of your weeping and your wailing

And then in bed by little light

And closed off from it all

I must try and bring a conscious end to night

And hope that dreams begin to fall

The color of my dreams they would be you ruby

Oh if I could close my eyes and bring you to me

Push your head into

Make you not you not you not you but me

And then in dreams I wander free

And see some things I'm meant to see

And sometimes even I see thee

And would the night go on and on

And not tomorrow end at dawn

And whatever mat I lay upon

Dissolve

The color of my dreams if I had dreams

They would be you ruby

Everything I do is done to bring you closer to me

When you sleep your breath it blows right on through me

The color of my dreams if I had dreams

They would be you ruby

The color of my dreams they would be you ruby

And illness be or wellness thrive

My dream proves I am yet alive