I spent the end of last october
Crying on your shoulder
I'll just never win
We're going through this
I'm not even there
I'm never there
My mind it could use
A little peace and quiet
My soul wouldn't mind
A warm place to hide
My ears are red and sore from
Always standing in the snow
My lungs need air I spent it on
All the thanks yous and goodbyes
I'm scared I'm helpless
I'm shaking I'm weak
My bones I feel them breaking
I'm tired of losing against me
I'm lost I can't win
My tongue is bleeding red from
All the things I can't say
My hands are clawing
At the dirt to dig up anything
I can't say I didn't wish
For this before
I'm ashamed I don't deserve
To be here anymore
I'm scared I'm helpless
I'm shaking I'm weak
My bones I feel them breaking
I'm tired of losing
Against me
I'm lost I can't win
