It's been a week, and I can't tell you a thing I did

I can't sleep, all my friends, they're worried again

It's a cycle I won't outgrow I'm the punchline of some sick joke

I can't bring myself to leave home But I'm terrified to be alone

I say that I'm fine, but it feels like I'm dying Why do the words in my head get so violent?

Half of the time I'm just barely surviving But I'm trying, I'm trying

No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions

Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses

It's a cycle I won't outgrow I'm the punchline of some sick joke

I can't bring myself to leave home But I'm terrified to be alone

I say that I'm fine, but it feels like I'm dying Why do the words in my head get so violent?

Half of the time I'm just barely surviving But I'm trying, I'm trying

Trying to be everything to everybody I feel so much that I almost feel nothing

Half of the time I'm just barely surviving But I'm trying, I'm trying

I'm trying, I'm trying

I'm trying, I'm trying

I'm trying, I'm trying

I'm trying, I'm trying