spent the day on empty with old enemies in tow
sick from changing seasons
like there are people i don't know
you caught me eulogizing like i had somewhere to go
but i don't
and in my head a muffled soundscape
of voices from below
you spoke to me last in august of a hundred years ago
i wish i could apologize to everyone i've known
but i don't
and being okay once doesn't justify
becoming something monstrous and ugly
like i've come this far for nothing
nobody's good for long so i'll see you here on monday
i've got plans that make me someone
i've got people i can be
and it will always mean much more to me
and it will always mean much more to me
and it will always mean much more to me
rinse off all the pesticides and try your best to eat
and when your eyes are open
you will wish you couldn't see
it's a party honey i'm test running just for the relief
then i leave
you are quilted in my nightmares
you are knitted to my dreams
with your mouth against my pillow
and your hand upon my cheek
you are living proof that no excuses
justify the means so let it be
and it will always mean much more to me
and it will always mean much more to me
and it will always mean much more to me
and it will always mean
maybe i'll move back
to hudson and sing the songs we wrote
and the valley's gonna hear it as i holler every note
how i wish i could apologize to everyone i've known
but i don't
but i don't
but i don't
