holding your hand on a hilltop
and our friends are paired off
be in my bed i had said so what was i scared of
flying our shoes like a kite we were ready for lift off
i bear you my stomach
i love you but you kept your clothes on
i know you are not to be blamed
for the way that my head went
down
in the depths or just left to find where our lips met
and i will stop here
cause i fear i'll be back where i started
look at your mouth
you are proud of me now as you were then
so how does it feel that you got what you wanted
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
and how does it feel to look back and see dust
it was me all for nothing
we all for nothing
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
holding you heavy within me a fossilized city
give me my conscience
you promise you'll always forgive me
two hours in park i was sorry you wanted to kiss me
we were a lighthouse that night
how you brought me to safety
so how does it feel that you got what you wanted
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
and now i just feel like i'm not worth the fuss
it was me all for nothing
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
me all for nothing
holding your breath like a requiem
holding my head in your lap again
holding a phone to your earline
letting the floodgates open
and i'm holding out hope i am hoping you notice
i focus on leaving
i want what i got and i
i got what i wanted
i got what i wanted
i got what i wanted
i got what i wanted
