Writer(s): Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O' Connell

When I'm away from you

I'm happier than ever

Wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true

Give me a day or two

To think of something clever

To write myself a letter

To tell me what to do mmm mmm

Do you read my interviews

Or do you skip my avenue

When you said you were passing through was I even on your way

I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I telling you

You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do

And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair

You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable oooh

So if you really wanna know

When I'm away from you

I'm happier than ever

Wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true

You called me again drunk in your benz

Driving home under the influence

You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath

Cause you only listen to your F'ing

I don't relate to you

I don't relate to you no

Cause I never treat me this pity

You make me hate this city

And I don't talk ish about you on the internet

Never told anyone anything bad

Cause that ish's embarrising you were my everything

And all that you did was make me f'ing sad

So don't waste your time I don't have

Don't try to make me feel bad

I could talk about everytime that you showed up on time

But I'd have an empty line cause you never did

Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I

Shut em all out for you cause I was a kid

You ruined everything good

Always said you were misunderstood

Made all my moments your own

Just F'ing leave me