It's been a year since we broke up
And half of it I wasn't sober
Emotions bottled like a soda
But I'm doing well so far
They say I got the city on my shoulders
But honestly I'm losing focus 'cause I used to know love
But now I'm used to no love
It's just meaningless sex, like how we was the hold up
I remember the first time that we f**d with no glove
I mean that shit was so risky we didn't act like grown ups
But even though it was risky, I still think we showed trust
We were one with each other then, when we spoke we spoke us
But I became a loner, started neglecting your love
Too many celebrity bitches were hanging on my s**m
And that shit went to my head
I should have kissed you instead
I started giving the side bitches your side of the bed
That was shit so disrespectful and I didn't have an excuse
I look myself in the mirror like dawg what happened to you?
You told this woman you loved her and promised her joy
She just needed a man, you behaved like a boy
Manipulated her mind, baby I got you confused
It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you
Eish, I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you
It was me
Baby girl I wasn't ready for you
Yeah, I always hear about you
They tell me you doing well
They say you bought a new house
They say you got a new man
I hope that he's a good man
I hope he's not nothing like me
I hope he won't have to suffer for my incompetency
I hope that you learn to trust him despite the things that I did
I know you saw through the lame excuses and all the lying
They taught me never to chase women but rather finance
Although there's truth in that statement, msn I was misguided
To think that women of no value only valued money
And only valued diamonds
But women are the diamonds
But women are the diamonds
But women are the diamonds
But women are the diamonds
But women are the diamonds
We know we can't get a ride with bad bad
While we choose to glorify all the bullshit
That we put women through
Manipulated your mind, baby I got you confused
It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you
Damn, I wasn't ready for you
Eish, I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready it was me
Baby girl I wasn't ready for you
(ooh yeah)
Bet she feels like how I knows you
I just wasn't ready for you
All this fame just isn't for shit
If I can't have you in my fortress
We both turn pictures like a windmill
It's all said and done, yeah the milk's spilled
I admit it, I admit you be here still
And I keep it hundred had I been real
Look at what you did now
I'm so proud of how you lived now
Got a man and copped a crib now
Probably planning for a kid now (yeah)
You deserve it, always deserved it
I was still learning, you were just perfect
I like discernment, I never earned it
Girl was it worth it, worth it?
I'm in the zone now (yeah yeah)
Part of my zone now (yeah yeah)
Still second I'm through now
I can't blame it on youth
I tell you the truth
I wasn't ready for you, yeah, you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
yeah, yeah, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
I wasn't ready for you, yeah
I wasn't ready for you
