God won't speak to me

I'm not sure he was ever listening

All those years asking for help but

I was simply talking to myself

Not worthy of your grace

I'm done seeking out a god

Who won't show his face

Hell awaits all those

Who won't follow blindly

Lead astray abandoned

No promise of salvation

Every person put to death

In the name of your god

Is it actually worth all

Of the blood spilled

Where was god when my heart

Was split into separate pieces

He's too busy to pay

Me any of his attention

He must be dead to stay quiet

When I needed guidance for so long

I will carry your cross no longer

This has to end when

I know you don't exist here

No words no signs to instill

In me what is right

I ripped these pages up

And mourned the death of god

Nothing to contemplate

Your savior's not awake

Every person put to death

In the name of your god

Is it actually worth all

Of the blood spilled

Where was god when my heart

Was split into separate pieces

He's too busy to pay

Me any of his attention

He must be dead to stay quiet

When I needed guidance for so long

I will carry your cross no longer

Your savior's not awake

I don't want heaven or hell

When my life ends

You call it unconditional love

I call it nothing but unwavering deceit

I'm terrified to admit this but

I swear that I'm finished with you

I've lost my faith not lost my way

You parted the red sea

But you couldn't show yourself to me

Will we burn in hell or will

We simply rot in the ground here

Will we burn in hell or will

We simply rot in the ground