Lyricist : Jennifer Akpofure/Jordan Anthony

Composer : Sameen Rauf

JayDot Geek/Jenn Carter - Fighting My Demons

I watch the moon, let it run my mood

Can't stop thinkin' of you

I watch the moon, let it run my mood

Can't stop thinkin' of you

Get that nigga right there

I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons

It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing

Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it

If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret

Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'

I could die today, never know when I' leavin'

Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'

I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

Hit the block for a minute that shit got old

Pills took a drum my heart been gettin' cold

No one around me could say that I fold

Better ask around, I put on a show

It ain't makin' me money, I left it alone

I ain't have no choice, this life wasn't chose

I be perc crazy, I won't overdose

Momma found a gun, she kicked me out my home

I ain't have no heat, I turned on the stove

I know how it feel when your pockets is low

Wasn't makin' no cents but I trapped in the snow

I ain't tryna make friends, I'm tryna take a soul

Tryna leave me to rot, I'm forever gon' grow

My money move fast but a nigga move slow

Thinkin' 'bout the past, shit give me the chills

Like to be alone 'cause I still gotta heal

I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons

It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing

Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it

If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret

Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'

I could die today, never know when I' leavin'

Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'

I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

Grah, I just need me a reason (reason)

Misunderstood so I'm tweakin' (tweakin')

Stuck in my thoughts, I'm on the deep end (deep end)

Hunnid miles on the dash, I don't know why I'm speedin' (speedin')

And it feel like I need me a trophy (trophy, damn)

I don't pop pills 'cause I know Imma OD(OD)

And my mind, I been losin' it slowly (slowly)

And I can't trust a soul 'cause these niggas be phony, grah (phony, b***h)

Dark nights, no, we couldn't escape

Niggas turned snake, I had to get away (away, like)

I stopped sharin' that food on my plate (plate, b***h)

Sensitive thoughts, I feel it every day (day, like)

Told my momma, "I gotta be great" (great, b***h)

Feelings restricted, feel like it's in chains (chains, what?)

Different money, but know I won't change, grah!

I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons

It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing

Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it

If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret

Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'

I could die today, never know when I' leavin'

Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'

I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons

It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing

Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it

If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret

Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'

I could die today, never know when I' leavin'

Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'

I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

I watch the moon, let it run my mood

Can't stop thinkin' of you