Lot of thoughts in my bag
Lot of shots I never grabbed
I'm the best I've ever had
These memories I ain't have
I just did what I was told
Taking hits that's my toll
I'm here to tell my story
I'm the only one who knows
About this pain that's deep in me
Have to see pass the rain that's in to deep
Been locked out despite the pandemic
Bruised up with scars no eyes can see
That's why only I can see
That's why I only ride with me
That's why I need some privacy
I don't need you to lie to me
And I don't want you to lie with me
And sometimes
I've been hearing lots of lying
I've been grieving lots of crying
And sometimes
I've been trying I've been trying
These walls feels so damn high and now
Lot of thoughts in my bag
Lot of shots I never grabbed
I'm the best I've ever had
These memories I ain't have
I just did what I was told
Taking hits that's my toll
I'm here to tell my story
I'm the only one who knows
You gotta just shot them out
You gotta just cut them out
You can not let them run their mouth
You can not let them cross your route
Show them who's the boss around
Show them you rule them
Know that they are a nuisance
The savory taste of using
So when they call and ask you for a favor
Just know that you don't use them
And sometimes
I've been hearing lots of lying
I've been grieving lots of crying
And sometimes
I've been trying I've been trying
These walls feels so damn high and now
Lot of thoughts in my bag
Lot of shots I never grabbed
I'm the best I've ever had
These memories I ain't have
I just did what I was told
Taking hits that's my toll
I'm here to tell my story
I'm the only one who knows
Lot of thoughts in my bag
Lot of shots I never grabbed
I'm the best I've ever had
These memories I ain't have
I just did what I was told
Taking hits that's my toll
I'm here to tell my story
I'm the only one who knows
Lot of thoughts in my bag
Lot of shots I never grabbed
I'm the best I've ever had
These memories I ain't have
I just did what I was told
Taking hits that's my toll
I'm here to tell my story
I'm the only one who knows