Yeah, just gonna let it all out on this one

Its not all fun and games

This is peoples lives

This is my life

See me happy man? Thats a fake smile

I got a lot on my plate this might take a while

Take a seat turn your brain off and listen up

And maybe by the end you'll know why I don't give a f*ck

We was living in hell, I thought of killing myself

Got boys sitting in cells, I try to spit cause it helps

Plus my dads sick my life is getting drastic

And magazines had the high to ask me "Whats this lad shit?"

I give a f*ck about a trend or an adlay,

I only dress like this just to show you I have pay

Cause I ain't used to that I used to be a putrid chat

And ain't no way will you ever find me moving back

I'm proving facts that I'm nice on the beat

I like to take away the lives of people ice on the street

Cause I've seen it ruin lives, breaking families to bits

And don't you call that s**t soft, come and handle how we live kid

Its all out and its going around

Its the only reason why I put the bottle down

They will never understand, I'm the way that I am

Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again

I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped

At night night, I fight fight and bye bye

I try hard but I can't escape

I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake

That addiction is yours, don't inflict it on others

Your mistake me are you listening f****r

I ain't need to see the whole crew f****d up

This s**t be spreading like a plague and people see but shut up

You need to speak about the evil you see

But no one wanna do that f*ck it leave it to me

My older brother in rehab I should be by his side

But I ain't got the guts, he's stronger I will do it in time

Hah, do it in time, thats all I ever tell myself

Cause if I put it off that means today I can just do myself

And doin me that ain't something that you wanna be

Without the rhymes I'm nothing just a loser now I gotta see

The truth hurts, so this album took the life of me

I'm just me its f****d its nothing I even try and be

When I say I'm real don't think that I'm talking tough

I mean that I'm real and I am just a f*ck up

At the moment its the truth I'mma speak it

Tell the truth I'm too scared to release it

That kinda contradicts my other tracks I do know

Call me a liar I ain't know what to do bro

Never happy deep down I'm f****d up

Bud puffed, drugs tucked, left side, lung crushed

Thats enough to make me quit right there,

You would think so but to quit I swear

I would have to change my life and get the f*ck away

Tomorrow ain't exciting man its just another f*****g day

I'm skin and bones, I'm a motherfucking wreck s**t

I meant to let 'em know that I will never tread quick

Cause I'm scared I ain't feeling like I'm better yet

I'm walking slow and its getting worse with every step

I run away and meet the front of a train

The side covered in stains, I'm high and nothing remains, nah

Yeah, and I find it ironic

That the higher I get

The lower I'm digging myself in a hole

Its funny that

Yeah come outside aye

But as soon as, as soon as f*****g Australian Idol

Fuck me dead, Australian Idol c**t