Disconnected

Sleeping awake and awake when Im sleeping

I've gotta try kinda first when drenched

All sunny days all I can see is the shadow

And I'm not above being under

And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty

And I always hide when its my turn to see

My only believe is not to have faith in believing

Before I begin I'm over

Broken off again

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself

I keep tell myself things can turn around with time

And if I wait it out you could always change your mind

Now the pain again I always let try forward

Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end

Cuz all I know I'm Disconnected

Can I close my eyes have you lying here again

Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent

Then I come back down

Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breath

They don't pay back and

Then I realize

Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids

Its just what it's just what might have been

Some day I just keep pretending

I only win when I'm losing

That you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending

Broken off again

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself

And I can't keep something that I never had

Now the pain again I always let try forward

Am I a shadow on your wall

Cuz all I know I'm Disconnected

Am I anything at all

Anything to you

I just wanna live my life sedated

Cuz I love driving myself away

Am I a sacrate that you came

Do you dream me while your sleeping after all

Despite you know you say don't give a damn

Some day I just keep pretending

I can't comprehend what I understand

That you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending

Disconnected

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

Now the pain again I always let try forward

That I never had

Cuz all I know I'm Disconnected

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself

And I can't keep something that I never had

Now the pain again I always let try forward

You don't see me

You don't feel me like I feel you

Cuz all I know I'm Disconnected