Tired of Trying

Tired of trying

Done with your Lying

F**k all the fighting

I feel like I'm dying

Your poison inside of me

I wake up my heart sinks

I don't know what to think

Your word's are convincing

I feel like I'm missing

Time that I'm not going to ever get back

Feel like lately I've been running out of luck

Keep a smile on even though I'm sad as f**k

Don't know what the point is

Wonder when you'll ever give a shit

But

I be so damn high but I don't want to talk right now

Hanging outside with a blunt hanging out my mouth

Think about the times when I just couldn't figure it out

Probably better of by myself but I hate myself

When I get sad I just buy a bunch of shit that doesn't help

Then I get something else and put the last thing on the shelf

Smoking this much is probably bad for my health

Hemp make me feel way better than I felt

Than I felt

Hemp make me feel way better than I felt

Better

Better

Better

Better

Not myself but I'm getting better

Remember three springs ago and I read you that letter

Said I give you time and we both cried together

So tired of trying but it's worth the effort

Implying I'm lying

Better go check your facts first

There's nothing I'm hiding isn't it funny how that works

You never act hurt

Like the love was shit

And the shit never mattered

Well if the love was shit

Then f**k that shit, that shit hurt

Painful at first but it gets worse

Little pain and some damage

Covered my pain like a bandage

Didn't see it coming didn't plan

See you in my dreams I can't stand it

I'm getting better but I hate what has happened

Tired of trying but I hate it more

You don't feel me so I say it more

The things I say I've said before

The things I say I've said before

The things we said what we say 'em for

The things we said what we say 'em for

Forever and always

Convincing words that didn't make it far

I'm feeling better actually I'm feeling blessed

Yes

Too blessed that I gotta flex

Yes

Two chains, pendant on my neck

Yes

I haven't even reached my best no

I haven't even hit my best note

I'm grinding

It's God's timing

So tell me what I'd be stressed for