Composer : Julia Mueller/Maxwell David Neal/Anthony Tubbs
I'm a little homesick
But too afraid to show it
Maybe you don't miss me the same
I know I'm dumb for thinking
That this could be a thing and...
Hoping we could just stay the same
I even told my mom about you
I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too
Where you go?
All that I got was an open note
Me versus him we were toe to toe
In the end true love wasn't what you'd chose
I mean...
You got attached to leave me
Even moved close cause you had to see mе
Left that lane given you the chancе
And then you ran new man what an awful reason
I don't know anything that I can say
Used to dream of your love in a grand way
Over text say it all to my damn face
Still love you
You were always my plan A
Told my mom you're the one and she replied:
"I could tell that you love her and I see why"
"Hold her close let her go if she need time"
"But if she leaves you it won't be with a peace sign"
I still see your face in my dreams
And the memories I keep
Everything's about you
I still sleep in your old shirt
Like nothing ever hurt
Cause I told my mom about you
I knew you'd be running away
I'm trying I promise I'd change
Dealing with stress everyday
Coping with trauma I take to the grave
You gave me love
But turned it to waste
So you turned around and said it was fate
I wish I'd erase the love that I gave
It was a mistake
It was a mistake (yeah)
You taught me peace just to go and leave
All the countless sessions of the therapy
Tryna break the wall so I can open up
So I can see the light you say you see in me
But that's the same light that you letting go
Why you giving up cause I couldn't cope?
Now my only wish I don't ever feel
How I felt the day when you ran from home
I even told my mom about you
I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too
