Forday

I wish for sanity

To come to me

And all

These broken lights

Guide me down a path out of sight

They said that they would wish me well

As always

But red is nowhere in myself

So I know that

One of these days, I'll go bats**t crazy

One of these days, I will

One of these days, I'll go bats**t crazy

One of these days, I

Will

Go

Charcoal skies

Charcoal skies

Charcoal skies

I been overthinking every breath I take

What if it was all a big mistake?

Would you tell me? Hey

Please don't fail me, hey

Think about you when it's gettin late

I can't add your luggage on my plate

Gettin heavy, hey

I ain't ready, hey

Push to start

Once I start, I cannot stop

Spit into my blue cigars

Can't fit my hand in that jar, runnin low

I ran out of places I can hide

I can't hide no more

Only show what's floating in my mind

Parts that I don't go

Only get destructive over time

Don't wan' die no mo

No more preaching sentimental vibes

Just some "I don't know's"

Wonder if they'll tell me when it's time

Or when I'm gon go

I promised my momma I'd be fine

That s**t hurt my soul

That s**t made me think about my brother

Askin "Why'd I go?"

Don't think I could even tell em bye

Then I come back home

That's when poppa looked me in my eye

Said I'm not alone

He felt that way too, I coulda cried

That's when I could stop

I been overthinking every breath I take

What if it was all a big mistake?

Would you tell me? Hey

Please don't fail me, hey

Think about you when it's gettin late

I can't add your luggage on my plate

Gettin heavy, hey

I ain't ready, hey