I've been waiting

For a moment like this

A moment of bliss

Will I find it this time

I've been fighting

For my life for too long

And I know

No matter how long

This nightmare will go

I know I know

I'll push on

To the end of the road

Move like a ghost alone

See through my soul

The water's cold

I row

Filled to my lungs

The evil doors have closed

The demon's roam

Static ringing through my mind

'Cause I'm so lonely so lonely

It's something I can do without

Feeling so lonely so lonely

I wonder who will break me out

'Cause it's so lonely so lonely

So dark underneath this bag

Around my head scars

Fresh start

Feel the world around me as it falls apart

I'm an insecure being

Just like you just like them too

Faces of evil construe

The signal is blurry

But when I can feel it

It goes from one to two

From mono to stereo audio cues

Nobody gets it I've sensed it forever

But time has it's way as it pulls all it's levers

Counting from one all the way up to six

There you will find what we all tend to miss

Syringes of loneliness shoot up like d**e

Fear is a drug so I

Move like a ghost alone

See through my soul

The water's cold

I row

Filled to my lungs

The evil doors have closed

The demon's roam

Static ringing through my mind

'Cause I'm so lonely so lonely

It's something I can do without

Feeling so lonely so lonely

I wonder who will break me out

'Cause it's so lonely so lonely

It's something I can do without

Feeling so lonely so lonely

I wonder who will break me out

'Cause I'm so lonely

Breaking off a part of me

The nails that keep the coffin shut

Give me a lobotomy

I fear that I'm not waking up

Nightmares they hit like

Monsters at midnight

Sleeping through the misery

This coma hits and

That's why I'm lonely so lonely

It's something I can do without

Feeling so lonely so lonely

I wonder who will break me out

'Cause it's so lonely