There's nothing you can do to stop it
I'm not okay
I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change
I'm not okay
I keep f**kin' lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change I
I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting borin'
I'm not okay but I guess it's really not important
I hold myself back too scared of movin' on
I'm lyin' through my f**kin' teeth when I say nothing's wrong
There's nothin' going on I'm just too f**kin' shallow
I can't keep going on afraid of my own shadow
It's every single day too many fears to face
I just wanted you to know
I'm not okay
I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change
I'm not okay
I keep f**kin' lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change I
Yeah tryna find beauty in the pain
Tired of feelin' blue and seein' rain
Need to find a way to rearrange
Always keep on sayin' I'ma change right huh right ha
Thought that I would 've been better by now
Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down
I wanted to change but I didn't know how
So why can't I get out the way
All the things that I wanted to say
Let me go and forget my name my name
I'm not okay
I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change
I'm not okay
I keep f**kin' lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change I never change I
