I've been sleepin alone
I'm dyin to know
Why everybody's hittin my phone
They gettin the tone
And everybody's talkin that sh*t
But they wouldn't know
You ain't never talked to the kid
Like how you think it would go
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified
If you would press me for shit
And i'm like proof where it at
And you got nothin to show
Then you'll be turnin your back
I get everything i work for
F*ck you b*tch i earned it
I might be a kid at least i'm grindin for a purpose
I might be nineteen at least i'm makin sure its workin
Writing out my thoughts to clear my head from all the hurtin
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified
He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
Then you call me up cause you know i'm nice
But you f*cked things up now you f*cked things twice
Now you're on my mind now you're all i write
Now i'm in your head while you're in his bed
No i won't forgive now i can't forget
I'm so tired of wasting time
You're all i wanted but never needed
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified
