I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page

Start a chapter

With my bleeding heart

Sabotage what's next made you fall apart

Sitting underneath the rafters

Let the rain splash

I'm drenched before the first line is written

Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it

Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love

Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove

Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth

I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused

No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes

Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest

My biggest problem is I want you all to like me

Overcompensate and lie to make you happy

Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

Promise this the last time

Promise there's no next time

Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again

Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Promise this the last time

Promise there's no next time

Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again

Promise me you'll never speak to me again

All day long Manny

I sort through pure sadness

I find evidence and I piece together stories

But none of my stories end well

They all end here

And the moral of every story

Is the same

We may have years

We may have hours

But sooner or later

We push up flowers

Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen

Didn't make things clear let you move on

Gave you migraines size of a tumor

Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor

Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool

All I did was write sad songs in my room

Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way

Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar

No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred

No surprise I never listened made you sick

Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist

I hope you're happy

That's all I ever wanted

For both of you

I tried my best I'm sorry

Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

Promise this the last time

Promise there's no next time

Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again

Promise me you'll never speak to me again

Promise this the last time

Promise there's no next time

Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again

Promise me you'll never speak to me again