And it's been awhile
Since I could
hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand, on my own two
feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As f ked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted,
And it's been awhile
Since I can say
I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and
f ked things up
just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that s t seems to
disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As f ked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and f ked things up again
yeahheahheahhh
Why must I feel this waaay?
Just make this go awaaaay
Just one more peaceful daaayyyaahh
And it's been awhile
Since I could
look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As f ked up
as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could
hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
Thanks