I've been sittin' here

Tryin' to find myself

I get behind myself,

I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback,

Listen for the playback

They say that every man bleeds

Just like me

And I feel like number one

Yet I'm last in line

I watch my youngest son

And it helps to pass the time

I take to many pills...

It helps to ease the pain

I made a couple dollar bills,

Still i feel the same

Everybody knows my name,

Say it way out loud

A lot of folks f**k with me

Its hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay

To be some big shot like I am

Outstretched hands and one night stands,

Still i cant find love

And when your walls come tumblin' down

I will always be around

People don't know

'Bout the things I say and do

They don't understand

'Bout the shit that I've been through

It's been so long

Since I've been home

I've been gone

I've been gone for way too long

And maybe I forgot

All things I miss

Oh, somehow I know

There's more to life than this

I said it too many times

And I still stand firm

You get what you put in

And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine

No, I ain't seen mine

I've been givin', just ain't been gettin'

I've been walkin' that there line

So I think I'll keep a walkin'

With my head held high

I'll keep movin' on

And only God knows why

Only God, only God

Only God knows why

Only God knows why, why, why

Only God knows why

Take me to the river, hey

Take me to the river, hey, hey, hey