I sometimes think to when I was young
To happier times but now they have gone
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
So here is a story of how it began
How it has gone and what is the plan
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
Oh I struggle remembering your face
I wake up without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices inside of my head
Oh they tell me that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I loved you but you didn't care
I needed you and you was not there
And the world kicked back it forced me to my knees
And do you even care
What's going on inside my mind
I feel I can't escape her now
Oh I struggle remembering your face
I wake up without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices inside of my head
Oh they tell me that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I loved you but you didn't care
I needed you and you was not there
And the world kicked back it forced me to my knees
Oh ohh ohhh
Oh ohh ohhh
Oh ohh ohhh
Oh ohh ohhh
Now I'm older and the years have been kind
I understand but I'm far from wise
I was just a boy but I just could not cry
Oh ohh ohhh
Not because I I didn't care
I understand that life's not fair
It's not your fault I will carry on
But I struggle remembering your face
I look back on what we have made
I still remember the things that made me smile
You made me smile
