I told my bros i would never be the same

I told my bros i would never be the same i need help

All my feelings locked deep down

Inside my brain too myself

Tell me xanies gonna numb all of my pain on the shelf

Now i need someone to guide me

Through the rain help myself

I need help i need space i need options

Got so many problems and

I don't know how to solve em

Only love god and my mom i'm sorry

Girl stop playing games no this is no atari

Sometimes i feel hopeless

Gotta stay in touch with myself and my emotions

Momma told me imma be a star imma show her

Feelings mixed up like the month of october

I might need some options

I might need to solve em

Shawty said she hates me

Don't know whats her problem

I might need a mansion i won't go to harvard

But i got a bag now so im going farther

I might need some space

All these demons in my brain

They driving me insane just like i said in pain

But ive been doing better just like in 16

My life a movie ive been living it just like a dream

I told my bros i would never be the same

I would never be the same no

I told my bros i would never

Be the same i need help

All my feelings locked deep

Down inside my brain too myself

Tell me xanies gonna numb

All of my pain on the shelf

Now i need someone to guide me

Through the rain help myself

I need help i need space i need options

Got so many problems and

I don't know how to solve em

Only love god and my mom yeah i'm sorry

Girl stop playing games no this is no atari

Sometimes i feel hopeless

Gotta stay in touch with myself and my emotions

Momma told me imma be a star imma show her

Feelings mixed up like the month of october