woke up comin' out for air
Cold sweat on my skin, I was unprepared
Deep down, gettin' lost again
But it's me and myself that I'm up against
dark days that I've overcome
Why does this time feel like it's only just begun?
Downtown in the undertow
Chasin' highs when I'm feelin' low
gotta let go but I don't know how to let go
(Mm) how am I supposed to do this
With my head underwater? I can't take it much longer
Head underwater, I'm at war with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch my breath, get it off my chest
But if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
night comes and it's hard to sleep
Like my mind is a million miles apart from me
Can't count on the chemicals
They don't work when I made them the antidote
wild thoughts that I try to tame
Keep me numb how they run like the blood inside my veins
Uptown, I can see the light
But it's dark on the other side
gotta let go but I don't know how to let go
(Mm) how am I supposed to do this
With my head underwater? I can't take it much longer
Head underwater, I'm at war with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch my breath, get it off my chest
But if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Holdin' onto hope I can make it out
Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope I can make it out
Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope I can make it out
Prayin' that my lungs don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope I can make it out
How am I supposed to do this
With my head underwater? I can't take it much longer
Head underwater, I'm at war with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch my breath, get it off my chest
But if it don't kill me, then I'll get stronger
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
Oh, with my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)
