I got a little high in my head

Floatin' with the drunks on the sidewalk

Tryin' to hold onto my buzz

Runnin' from the fool that I am

Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off

But I forgot who I was

But I know that I need

And I'll say it how I feel

I know that I want real

I just don't wanna see you

With anyone but me

Now I can barely breathe

Drownin' in my jealousy

And now I know I've

Never been the kind to leave

My heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it

And keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it

Gotta sleep in a bed that you made

Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy

Head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan

Ain't no peace of mind

So I reach for a prayer

But your body still ain't there

I just don't wanna see you

With anyone but me

Now I can barely breathe

Drownin' in my jealousy

And now I know I've

Never been the kind to leave

My heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it

And keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it

I hate the way that I didn't know

The way you loved me 'til I let you go

I hated 23

Wasted all on wanting me

Now I can barely breathe

Drownin' in my jealousy

And now I know I've

Never been the kind to leave

My heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it

And keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it