I been debating the purpose of my existence
Blocking out my feelings for a while now
Glad to say Im done with medication
The self-degradation not my style now
My self-hatred is forever fading I look at myself and I can smile now
Now I came up with the realization
You was hella blatant you was foul now
When you called me on my shit
I just thought and sit then we reconciled how
When I call you on your shit
You just throw a fit acted like a child wow
Said you missed my company
I'm glad that I'm free girl you talking wild now
But if the roles have been switched
Signals would be mixed this shit not allowed now
Thats why I will never understand or get this b**h
We'll never settle our differences
You manipulate me then try to play ignorant
That's why I moved on to different shit
I progressed and you still on the same old shit
Why you gotta stay up on that lame old shit
Done being the person that you playing with
My happiness your hatred bae it ain't gone mix
Member you had told me that you ain't gon switch
I progressed and you still on that same old shit
Look I'm
Patient waiting for change
I know it's the game we be trickin our brains
Yeah
Memories faded we saved
Didn't post them for fame
Knew we wouldn't stay
Together whatever whenever you call me
I'm coming
A change in the weather
We're foggy and flooded
It's muddy
Don't try to make me buddy buddy
Say she still love me and
Glad that I'm lovely
But look at me what am I post to do
The person I fell for ain't you
Been sendin mix signals
Heart been feelin blue
You petty guess I'll do it too
Blunt tip from cupid affect a few
So now when I smile yeah I feel like it's glued
Niggas want handouts I only got two
And Persona from others that paint me be screwed up
Ella Mai could be boo'd up now
I ain't stressin we progressing been a few months now
Learned a lesson just be testin if it's too much tell me how you do love
I progressed and you still on the same old shit
Why you gotta stay up on that lame old shit
Done being the person that you playing with
My happiness your hatred bae it ain't gone mix
Member you had told me that you ain't gon switch
I progressed and you still on that same old shit
