It's like I'm running a rat race

Imma kill myself, so I'm coming in last place

Why you lookin' at me with your eyes in a bad way?

It's already autumn, I waited, I've matched my days

On my shoulders, it's too much weight

There's nothing left for me here anyways

It's already autumn, but I'm okay

With knowing I'll be dead by Valentines-

It's like I'm running a rat race

Imma kill myself, so I'm coming in last place

Why you lookin' at me with your eyes in a bad way?

It's already autumn, I waited, I've matched my days

On my shoulders, it's too much weight

There's nothing left for me herе anyways

It's already autumn, but I'm okay

With knowing I'll be dead by Valеntines-