I was this dreamer in advance

Then life showed up in the middle of my plans

So maybe it was not the pact

It sure was good the best in fact

I may say I have changed

I have cried and sworn a lot

Once it was gone I saw what I got

I reminisce more than I should

But I miss feeling special and looking good

I may say I have changed

I sure have changed

Sure I have changed

And I do dream it's just not the same

Sometimes I think I really hate you

For the doubter I became