I ＇ d push you away but you are the only thing I know

I can ＇ t help believing in you the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved

Say you ＇ ll stay for tonight and I promise you this will be the last

I＇ d push you away but you are the only thing I know

At your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

I stare blindly into my reflection

A piece of me lost I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you

I am nothing in my eyes if not lost

I can ＇ t see past your eyes without them I would die

Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains

None can hold me

I ＇ d push you away but you are the only thing I know

At your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

In a room where I once told you everything I am alone

Once beholden to nothing and no one

How is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets

That I crave so wildly to understand

I must steel my heart to your warm gaze

I ＇ ll claw out my eyes and see you no more

Its because of you I sometimes wish that I would die

Sometimes I wish I would die leaving you behind

Enraptured by my ignorance I now deserve sympathy