It all was a Chaos

It felt like everything mattered and nothing at the same time

She took My Hand and just gave it all away

Just so that I could be happy again

Those hands which felt like petals soon started to pinch me

But it was not the petals, but the thorns which came along

I had to let go, I just had to

That Bittersweet Love made me something a little different

A little special, a little chaotic again

Those petrified nights I spent with myself

Crying in the corner of my bed

Begging for it to get over, dreaming about the day I will rest

Rest from these thoughts, these images of you

You know all you need is a Pause, sometimes a small one

And sometimes it just takes years

I wandered in all the possible directions I could go

Looking for that feeling again but I found nothing

I did not expect that it was looking for me instead

But when it came to me I ignored it

Thinking that I might end up where I started

See the thing about love is

You don't know who will be there with you for the rest of your life

and who might break you apart into pieces even you can't count

But that thought of love, that feeling you crave can never leave you

That one fine day I saw you Laugh

That smile which makes you all happy

That makes you blush, that beautiful smile which makes you fall

Without even realizing

The Heer of your life may come anytime

When you're down to your last breath

Or maybe when you are at your best

But when you do find her, that feeling of being complete

That feeling of solving that jumbled knot which bothered you for so long

That feeling which makes you feel like home

That Cosmos which is so damn peaceful that it feels like the only thing

You ever wanted in your life

Safarnama hai ye har ik banjare ka

Har ik musafir ka jo kinaro par kuch waqt bita liya karte hain

Main bhi ik musafir tha

Teri aankhon mein meri manzil

Vo rubai jo barkhurdaar hataye nahi hat ti

Mil gayi hai mujhe manzil meri

Banjaarapan chod diya hai maine

Ab kya karein

Or kahin mann hi nahi lagta