I feel safe when I'm bruised and helpless

And I like it when I am crying so hard that I am breathless

And not many people get this

I guess I'm f*****g selfish

I get happy when you tell me that you're angry

And I get sad when you have nothing to say to me

Well, not many people can be

In this position that you put me in

But my knees are blue and bloody

And my bones are weak and tired

And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire

And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way

And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough

But I am not strong enough today

I feel best when I'm close to dying

You make me feel so sick, and I wish that I was lying

And every night I'm crying

But I still leave what you're providing

You have me right where I always should be

You bring me shivers so sharp that it could cut me

And if you set me free, I'll beg you just to keep me

But my knees are blue and bloody

And my bones are weak and tired

And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire

And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way

And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough

But I am not strong enough

And my knees are blue and bloody

And my bones are weak and tired

And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire

And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way

And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough

But I am not strong enough today