I beat myself up

For letting you down

Wish things had gone my way

Counted my blessings

Not sure what I′m missing

Too young to be tired of change

Did I miss a beat

Of this conspiracy

I'm done with digging all the dirt

Denial′s my disease

This plot I made believe

Keep hitting me where it hurts

Why do I keep on trying to fix what ain't broken

I'll bend us to break just so I can feel some emotion

And all I ever wanted was a sweet distraction

But you stayed long enough to turn into my only obsession

Pinning shadows down

I get worse when it gets darker

The light is too bright

I′m exhausted by the colours of you

Of your golden hue

Leave the bulb alone and

Let the flower bloom

Keep your sticks and stones

Don′t trip over the fuse but I do

Because of you

Did I miss a beat

Of this conspiracy

I'm done with digging all the dirt

Denial′s my disease

This plot I made believe

Keep hitting me where it hurts

Why do I keep on trying to fix what ain't broken

I′ll bend us to break just so I can feel some emotion

And all I ever wanted was a sweet distraction

But you stayed long enough to turn into my only obsession

Credits

Yeeling