I don't wanna talk about this yeah

Don't really know what I did yeah

I don't really know what to say yeah

I feel like running away

I hide in a bottle of gin yeah

I keep it all bottled in yeah

The pavement been stretching me thin yeah

Living a life full of sin

So take what you gave me and keep it

You left out on me for no reason

How can't you see that I'm bleeding

How come you change up like seasons

I blow out the smoke that I breathe in

Tryna escape from my demons

Living a life without reason

Part of me wants to get even

And you ain't never give a **** about me

Swear to god this s**t be having me beat

Walking around with some blood on my feet

I just out yeah I'm finally free

But I'm trapped in my head still I'm falling

You ain't here when I was calling

I should have gave you a warning

I hope that I make it to morning yeah

I don't wanna talk about this yeah

Don't really know what I did yeah

I don't really know what to say yeah

I feel like running away

I hide in a bottle of gin yeah

I keep it all bottled in yeah

The pavement been stretching me thin yeah

Living a life full of sin

I can't get away from my demons

They come to me when I be dreaming

Taking my life for the keeping

Waking up sweaty and screaming

Don't take it away when I need it

I'm falling apart you can see it

I'm getting lost in the deep end

Crying for help but you leaving yeah