I don't think I wanna try anymore
Overthinking never stressed it before
I don't think I wanna swim to the shore
Cry so many times, I got no tears left to pour
I don't think I wanna try anymore
Step in every room and now I'm slamming the door
I don't think I wanna tell her the facts, feel the weight on my back, going straight to the core
I don't know
I really don't wanna show
I'm thinking that I should drop it and keep it all on the low
My thoughts are trapped in a bubble like comic books in the store
I'm telling me I need less, while I'm giving these people more
I'm giving these people more than I ever thought I could I give
I'm giving the clock more time than I give myself time to live
Apologize to myself for not stepping up to the pitch
Like why the f**k am I doing this, who am I to forgive
Numbing down the pain
Money and the fame
Would you ever stay
Nothing feels the same
How can I complain
Feel it everyday
Who am I to blame
I don't think I wanna try anymore
Overthinking never stressed it before
I don't think I wanna swim to the shore
Cry so many times, I got no tears left to pour
I don't think I wanna try anymore
Step in every room and now I'm slamming the door
I don't think I wanna tell her the facts, feel the weight on my back, going straight to the core
Shit is so simple I don't know why I'm pathetic
Blame it on everything maybe this is genetic
Thought I was fixing your heart every time that I was poetic
I was wondering why everybody called me a medic
I was thinking bout how the relation got like this
I used to fantasize how we were always perfect and shit
As I look back it's just an unrealistic story and kiss
It make me miss when I scared to even make it a click
Losing my mind
I know that someone is on my side
I know that feeling it's so divine
Yeah that feeling so divine
Tell everybody about her but best friend don't know she mine
It's really gotten to the point where I wake up just for the dime
It keeps me wondering from morning to the m**g night
I don't think I wanna try anymore
Overthinking never stressed it before
I don't think I wanna swim to the shore
Cry so many times, I got no tears left to pour
I don't think I wanna try anymore
Step in every room and now I'm slamming the door
I don't think I wanna tell her the facts, feel the weight on my back, going straight to the core
Numbing down the pain
Money and the fame
Would you ever stay
Nothing feels the same
Numbing down the pain (How can I complain)
Money and the fame (Feel it every day)
Would you ever stay (Who am I to blame?)
Nothing feels the same (Who am I to blame?)
Make me think should I go to the light
I'd love to
I'd love to
