Walked past that house party two times already

Heard all the dogs bark and tryin′ to walk steady

Ran down this road yesterday in the sunshine

But now I can't even see with the streetlights

When I was here last I drove by with Sophie

Rolled down the windows, we were in the city

She asked politely if I had a lighter

I told her likely, then lit it afire

I couldn′t tell you in words how I'm feeling

Maybe what I need's a good proper healing

Spent most of my nights staring at the ceiling

Tried all that God stuff but I stopped believing

Went back to Maryland, I walked with my momma

Down to the water to escape the drama

Got on this speedboat with my friend Terisa

Oh nana yeah, it was so nice to see ya

The burn of a cigarette with a good, good friend

It made me forget

That all of the time I spent tryna make amends

Was an accident

I opened the cabinet where the thoughts all sit

I acknowledge it

To try not to miss it, I take it step by step

I guess this is life

I guess this is life

I guess this is life

I guess this is life