Everybody says

You two look so good together

And you say that you love me

But I bet you love him better

And I want to hate him so f**g bad

But it's not his fault I don't have what he has

It bubbles up and I'm breaking down

It's the water under the bridge where I'll drown

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I kinda like it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I won't deny it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe it's just a plea

Maybe I hate myself

Or maybe it's humility

And he kind of reminds me of me

But so much cooler, obviously

He only listens to music on vinyl

And he's been in Hollywood since he was a child

And I want to hate him so f**g bad

But it's not his fault I don't have what he has

It bubbles up and I'm breaking down

It's the water under the bridge where I'll drown

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I kinda like it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I won't deny it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe it's just a plea

Maybe I hate myself

Or maybe it's humility

Ego

I know

It's a placebo

Me though

I won't

Let it show

Ego

I know

It's a placebo

Me though

I won't

Let it show

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I kinda like it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I won't deny it

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe it's just a plea

Maybe I hate myself

Or maybe it's humility