I'm gonna be flat out frank

And tell it how it is I hate myself to the bones

I'm a good seed in the wrong f**king field

Caught up in lies

I didn't mean this to happen

Didn't think it could happen oh I'm lost in the sea

And I never learned how to swim

God left my heart a long time ago

He got out when the first bomb fell

He's no no friend of mine

And now I'm stuck with this black cold

Big hate lump deep inside

I've always thought of myself

As a stand up guy in rain in storm and in fire

I treated you good we were sparks in the sky and kites in the night

But I am weak and I'm tall

When I get wet on the dance floor I'm no good for anyone

And for causing you pain I'm always ashamed

God left my heart a long time ago

He got out when the first bomb fell

He's no no friend of mine

And now I'm stuck with this big black

Cold hate lump deep inside