[Verse 1]

I'm historically heartbroken

Drownin' in my own emotions

One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down

I'm always leavin' empty-handed

No one wants a heart that's damaged

Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

[Chorus]

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I f*ck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

That maybe love's not for me

[Verse 2]

If you don't look too closely

You can't even tell I'm lonely

Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night

I try to keep myself distracted

But I got all these awful habits

Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind

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[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh

[Chorus]

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I f*ck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah-oh, woah-oh, oh

What if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

[Post-Chorus]

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me

Maybe love's not for me

For me, for me, for me

Maybe love's not for me