The city sleeps and I'm awake

I'm stuck in conversation

My mind is running red lights

To escape this situation

I hold my breath and bite my tongue

Pretend and play along

I rewind, reset, restart, repeat

again when morning comes

I've been counting down from ten

Hoping it would make it end

I shut my eyes

I shut my mind

And hope it pass me by

I'm a broken soul

Think I've lost control

Cause you're making me your hostage

And if truth be told

I'm afraid of getting old

Cause you're making me your hostage

The city sleeps, I'm wide awake

And breaking expectations

My blood is cold, my eyes are red

My knees can’t stop from shaking

I hold my breath and bite my tongue

Pretend and play along

I rewind, reset, restart, repeat again

When morning comes

I've been counting down from ten

Hoping it would make it end

I shut my eyes

I shut my mind

And hope it pass me by

I'm a broken soul

Think I've lost control

Cause you're making me your hostage

And if truth be told

I'm afraid of getting old

Cause you're making me your hostage

I've been counting down from ten

Hoping it would make it end

I shut my eyes

I shut my mind

And hope it pass me by

I've been counting down from ten

Hoping it would make some sense

I shut my eyes

I shut my mind

Hostage

I'm a broken soul

Think I've lost control

Cause you're making me your hostage

And if truth be told

I'm afraid of getting old

Cause you're making me your hostage