I would have walked through fire to kiss your lips

Do you still think about it, of what you did?

Still see your old apartment, like a bad trip

Wish I could forget all the places we've been

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why

You made me feel high

'Cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'Cause you stunted my grow-grow-growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

Always another bender, I lose control

I thought I'd get it back when

You came back home to me, darling

But I never had it, did I? Your heart's a trick

And all the magic we felt was just a hit

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why

You made me feel high

'Cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'Cause you stunted my grow-grow-growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know (now that I know)

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope