I find it hard

To believe

It took all of my living years for me to see

The most of the things I've ever wanted

And most of the things I've ever owned

Keep me from knowing my soul

I feel I'm falling into a trial

I'm listening to a lot of people telling me what I could have

And you know

It's sound so good

When your head is full of substances and deceive

I don't wanna be lonely

I need a word

I don't wanna be hurted the way that I am

So I'm trying to talk to an angel

But I feel like I'm talking to myself

No matter how hard I try to live

Or how much I believe in you

I'll keep doing what the devil says to do

I'll keep doing what the devil says to do

I keep talking to myself and the conversation never seems to change

You're a liar

You're a fool and you think you're paying dues

Saying that you're hopeless

Faithless

But that ain't true

You're just living something I can't find my way out of

And I'm trying to talk to an angel

But I feel like I'm talking to myself

No matter how hard I try to live

Or how much I believe in you

I'll keep doing what the devil

Says to do

I'll keep doing what the devil says to do

And I listen to my heart

I listen to my soul and I'm doing what

My heart tells me to do

I'll keep doing what the devil says to do