Me and E- Guy just fought 'cause his family
Wouldn't stop talkin'
We neighbors who argued often
I run I jog to him
Toss a jab and I caught him
He threw a left ain't connect
'Cause I ducked when I came back up
I seen his sister talkin' trash
Like touch my brother I'm beatin' yo' a*s
Beatin' yo' a*s
So I f**ked her brother up to see
What she about yeah
Walked away and then we noticed that
His teeth was out yeah
She ain't do s**t she just mad
We got to see her pout
So me and cell we just fought
I was walkin' and then he jawed me
I dropped to the floor while calling for help
In front of my grandmother's house
The next hit he punched me my mouth
I can't believe I'm on the ground
'Cause I tried to hit him I gambled
I'm ugly cryin' in public
I'm like when I get you back you gon'
Wish that you never touched me
Somehow I never could touch him
Our brothers broke the s**t up
And I walked the rest of the day with my head down
Funny how gettin' your a*s beat'll spread 'round yeah
I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter I won't no more
I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter I won't no more
So me and E- Guy we scrap again Jacob
Jumped in I'm handicapped
Manny watched from across the street
Then he ran up and hopped on me
Three on one they teamin' up but me
I never think to run
They circling around got me surrounded
Like police or somethin'
So it's bad enough they already jumpin' me
Then I see cell comin'
I'm prayin' please don't f**k with me
Please leave me the f**k alone
It's not fair and I think he agrees
So instead of fighting with them
He came and teamed up with me
Me and Grandpa ain't talked since
I stopped attendin' the college
He called me said I'm a scholar
I should be gettin' my doctorate
Or s**t at least in the army instead you chose to hip- hopper
I know how this is gon' end '
'Cause I went through this with yo' father
Me and my girl just fought '
'Cause I talked before she could talk
She was tellin' a story
I cut her off with some s**t not 'bout
The same topic so she just stopped
In the middle before the plot hit
The rest of the car ride silent like you always do this
Like you don't value my thoughts either
That or you too d**n stupid
To realize that if you don't hear
Me out then I'ma feel muted
You say that you care well show it
I'm not askin' a lot
I know you think you listenin'
But you just waitin' to talk
My fault
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter I won't no more
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter I won't no more
It's harder to love myself when
All these people compliment me
Somehow it just remind me what I don't got
But these folks don't care to know
They think you rollin' in the dough
Not realizin' your next meal is a 4 for 4
Still feeling the guilt that
Walt never thought to call
Fightin' myself to get out of bed
I'm fightin' myself to get out of bed
Fightin' myself
Myself myself myself myself myself
I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
Yeah me and all my n***as dropped out
Then we drove to Texas slept at Waffle House
Kicked out of the hotel we all broke
We don't got no mattress sleep on yo' floor
Me and grandpa ain't spoke since I dropped out
Made sure on my first tour stop at his house
I sleep on the hotel not your floor
He tell me that he proud of his boy
I'm not a janitor no more at Homan Square
Saved up for a round trip L A X
I just learned it's no risk no reward
I slept on the floor at Port Authority
Me and all my n***as dropped tears
Heart been on the floor for a whole year
Whole year
We all broke we all broke
We all broke we all broke
