Stressing and tacky
Feeling upset and unhappy
Tell I'm depressed in my rapping
Never okay, is you guessing or asking?
Said you would help me and haven't
Why would you tell me you had me?
Why would you tell me you had it?
Tired of lies, I dealt with distractions
I admit it
Normally tripping, this time is different
Feeling okay, I'm not in feelings
Deal with a lot, I'm smiling different
It feels real
If I still know, how the real feels
If I think too much, I get real chills
But it's all good if I'm still trill
I breathe a couple ways
To be glad I breathe another day
Please let me keep a couple things
To help me love me, and be the same
Look dawg I was hurt for it
And I still had to work for it
Make art out of dirt for it
They really tryna lurk for it
Nevermind who ain't there for you
Nevermind who don't care for you
'Cause you know who be there with you
Right now, right here with you
I don't miss with a big round
They was telling me to get down
They was telling me I wasn't ready
Now they want switch now?
Nowadays you don't pick up the phone
'Member all them times you said you'll never leave me 'lone
Take away our differences, you still gon' do me wrong
Fine with breaking bread but now I gotta get it on my own
Nowadays you don't pick up the phone
'Member all them times I picked you up and now you gone
Take away our differences, you still gon' do me wrong
I can't break your pride babe, it's been like that so long
Girl you lied to me, na na
It's alright with me, na na
Girl you lied
It's alright
Known you were grimy
Aye, aye, aye
Don't wear no capes, don't save her
Been known that she was playing
It's not about the ones that's leaving
It's 'bout the ones that's staying
The ones that keep you working
Don't let you forget your purpose
Once we at the top, we gon' ball
Got y'all with every purchase
PTSD now I can't sleep without it next to me
'Cause if someone kick in my door then it's rest in peace
They tryna steal the sauce, they tryna take the recipe
Already broken and you wanna break what's left of me
I'm on now, I can't lose control now
I can't let them demons get to me, can't take my soul nah
Tryna make my mom proud
She play my shit so loud
They smile in your face
And then hate on you when you not around
Nowadays you don't pick up the phone
'Member all them times you said you'll never leave me 'lone
Take away our differences, you still gon' do me wrong
Fine with breaking bread but now I gotta get it on my own
Nowadays you don't pick up the phone
'Member all them times I picked you up and now you gone
Take away our differences, you still gon' do me wrong
I can't break your pride babe, it's been like that so long
