Late Thursday autumn, third in the circle

′Bout to play for a crowd of only my friends

And from beside, I scanned it half in, too

Guess they had better things to do

I'll take the free shot and put on a show

And more in the back, a million to go

I can′t believe how long I've been doing this

Screaming until somebody notices

Thriving, how am I'll lose it?

Ask myself, why do I do it?

I don′t wanna divert this music inside of me

Don′t want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed melody

I don't wanna die yet, I try and I don′t succeed

Don't want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed melody

Paid all my dues and still have my dad′s left

Honestly, hope my parents are proud of

Flirting with the idea of giving up

'Cause doing what you love shouldn′t hurt so much

So I keep waiting the feelings until I'm empty

I want them dreaming and pleading, that shit got heavy

Tell myself I'm bitter, hoping you won′t forget me

Forget me, eeh-eeh

And what have I proven?

Ask myself, why do I do it?

I don′t wanna divert this music inside of me

Don't want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed melody

I don′t wanna die yet, I try and I don't succeed

Don′t want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed melody

I don't wanna divert this music inside of me

Don′t want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed

I don't wanna divert this music inside of me

Don't want to cut me open, I know I would only bleed

(You can fail at what you don′t want

So you might as well take a chance on doing what you love)