Oh ah oh ah i've been in that water but i ain't safe

But i ain't safe

My dog just finna trial and lost a cage

Couple days before falls apart buried in berry jane

I ain't walk up on this casket when it's off

I ain't wanting to be the last time i seen his face

When i see my tip fall

I ain't crying wild but i seen blood

And it's feeling deep

We lose connects

We ain't talk but that's still my thug

I felt the soul when i was hugging the type

When i gave his mama hug

I'm still mad tryna can i flame

But you know it's still love

I'm trying trying

But it's only so much that a n**a can say yeah

Inside i'm dying every day for

Hate my lands and more now i won't be away

Yeah

Put all my love and tryna make this mouth and move uh

I still be tryna even though i know it's impossible

How could i be so fool with us for believing in love

Know it's a limited moments i got witch and it's time

Ain't enough why b j

Lost federal trial i got my head spinning

Grandma asked for was i at peace

I told her it's been a minute

Say i beat the streets

But i promise it don't seem like i'm with it

God keep it close out on me

You know how i get when i'm healing

Get it

Know how i get when i'm dealing suicidal thoughts

I be tripping

I been out of touch with my feelings emotionally scar

But i'm willing they say i'm

I'm weird cause i'm different

I still won't change with these millions

I cry pain cause i feel it

They ain't say bad news but i hear

I'm trying trying

But it's only so much that a n**a can take inside

I'm dying every day

Feel like my last morning i won't be away

Ayytryna move my feet but my heart just got me stuck

When i start to see that they kill

That's when they show me they don't give a f**k

When i let my heart start beating

I can't let you in ease

Why should i be the one to stay

When i know you gonna leave my tears

Wanted me to talk i had j funeral

But i was tryna stay strong you know i was vulnerable

I had twenty three ones before

But i lost them two times

We went on good turn before he died

I wished i called his line

But shit we was fighting on

We could've got over had our differences

Twenty nineteen but nobody know the stick to the neck

I still love you like my brother i hope you know it

I hope you know it n**a

Embracing all my feeling like a poet

I just seen the devil flash right across my eyes

And my dreams have seen the shovel bury me alive

All your friends are here all my brothers died

Baby i need you here just right here by my side

Feel like bad luggers me feel like i'm cursed

I know everybody go through shit

But i go through the worst

I lied when i said i believe them i would be surprised

Eyes like the blue that my heart is stopping

I showed up my way i'm trying

Trying

But it's only so much that a n**a can take

Yeah inside i'm dying

Everyday feel like my last one i won't be away

Yeah

Yeah you know like real niggas go through shit

You feel me

I i won't try to hide it cause i know this shit be real

If i'm saying

I can't hide this shit

This shit just be me and it's who i am

Like i feel this shit

No i'm saying like

Every step of the way is always something else

Time open my eyes or something i close

When it's something else

I wake them open again and something else

It's just my life