I know you so well so well

I mean I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty

I know you're somewhere somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on

I don't wanna pretend there's something we're nothing

I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold back

I'm in pain wanna put ten shots in my brain

I've been tripping 'bout some things can't change

Suicidal same time I'm tame

Picture this in bed get a phone call

Girl that you fucked with killed herself

That was this summer and nobody helped

And ever since then man I hate myself

Wanna fucking end it

Pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging

Having conversations about my haste decisions

Fucking sickening

At the same time memory surfaced through the grapevine

'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot

Post traumatic stress got me fucked up

Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up

I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same I'm so numb

I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same I'm so numb

I know you so well I know you well

I mean I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty